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2005-08-12 at 2:42 p.m.
there's always a second time... i just hope i find whatever strength and stamina to do it again. i really can't do it with my own strength and stamina, im just a human being. im feeling weak now, demoralised, battered, in a daze.today was definitely terrible... stupid chinese.
why do we fall? cuz we can pick ourselves up and learn smthing and become stronger. :)