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2006-03-04 at 11:06 a.m.
Sometimes I wonder what lies aheadHow long till my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
So many people on this merry-go-round
Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer,
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
'cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time
When I watched Corrine May at her concert at NUS, i knew God was talking to me through this song. Sometimes most, in fact all of us forget that God has a plan for us when we are facing bad times. It's probably cause a human's perspective is always 'Why does it have to be me? Why God is unfair or Why this and that' I think we have all forgotten what life is about. Is it the end when we do badly for our major exams? I think i've grown so much closer to Him after my O's because i know He was walking with me for all those times i fell down hard, so hard i felt like giving up. Its like a story when a kid falls down and breaks into tears and then a hand reaches out to pull him up, I definitely felt God in this way, like a father. Its so amazing so feel Him, its like shivering in winter and fire is so important and God is that fire, the warmth that fills your whole body with life, meaning and comfort. Don't you love this feeling? (: but sadly, this feeling won't last forever, it will only stay with you for that period of time. I've always loved this feeling and have always cherished it cause it will always remind me that God is there, there to walk with you, no matter what and forever...